"When you're safe at home you wish you were having an adventure; when you're having an adventure you wish you were safe at home"

..as 2 bullets rang through the night,
i felt as if my heart came out of my throat,
leaving me breathless, like if i was hit on
my back with a bat making me gasp for air...
i had never heard shots so near my house
before...just makes me think how i took safety
in my house for granted...3 minutes later the
baseball park, 1 minute away from my house,
was surrounded by cops...fear ran through
me thinking of what had happened. That
night i barely could sleep thinking on if the
shots were that close who knows how closer
they could get. Home is somewhere were you
feel safe, nothing touches you there, behind
4 walls and a roof over your head, no one, that
you do not know, can get inside. Its scary to think
that shootings like the one that happened near
my home are happening every day all over the
world and many innocent people are killed. Just
takes a second in which your life could change.
What if i was one of the young guys who got shot?
i am certainly lucky that i am safe, and that Jesus
lives in me, because i know God protects me
wherever i go and he does not wish pain or sadness
for us. He truly is amazing, satisfying my life
daily.
"..He won't let you stumble,
your guardian God wont fall asleep.
Not on your life! Israel's
guardian will never dose or sleep.
God's your guardian
right at your side to protect you-
shielding you from sunstroke,
sheltering you from moonstroke .
God guards you from every evil,
he guards your life.
he guards you when you leave and
when you return,
he guards you now, he guards you
always."
-Psalm 121:3-8

Love me tender, love me true, all my dreams fullfilled, for my darlin' i love you, and i always will...

i love sleeping in! ive been sleeping in for a month now and i have the rest of september to sleep in. well except for twice where ive woken up at 6 am just to prove my sister that im not a lazy bumm and that i sleep in cause i want to not because i cant wake up. {which is not necessarily true lol}
And im not looking forward to waking up at 5 every morning for school starting October 2nd =\
yay...

When its dark and cold, are you afraid that this time now at last it will be true when you know in your heart he no longer wants you ..

BLAH!
its one of those hot days [in september ..?!?!]...but on the bright side i got this sweeettt camera 2 days ago which has been attached to my hip :) its one that ive wanted for soo long and finally! i got it..takes awesome pictures [the one above is my cat sophie =) ]
i'm looking forward for the rest of my years with this camera <3

Half our life is spent trying to find something to do with the time we have rushed through life trying to save.

...time flies, marking itself in memories.... good memories, and some bad ones ...[which i haven't had in a while :) ] it feels like just yesterday i was getting ready to go to high school and its hard to believe its been 5 years!!
and now im getting ready into going to my dream school for hairdressing, and in just a year i will be out, done with school forever!!!! =D...and its weird cause a year ago i thought i wouldn't do anything with my life, and end up being a disappointment to myself, but now that im done it feels like it will go by super fast, i'll try to enjoy every second, cause if time flies as fast as it has these past 5 years, i want the marks, the memories to be deep so i could remember them forever.