Friday, October 30, 2009

MICHELLE <3333


APARICIO, Michelle

the most wonderful chica in the whole world!!!!

shes dealt with my dumbness so many times

and have so many good memories!!

MAH club will always be ours muahaha

and i love her OH so much!

desde lo profundo de mi alma y corazon LA AMO!!!! <3



Love extravagantly, hope unswervingly, trust steadily in God..

for the last few days it feels like if all i worked hard for in the past, put my heart into just brings pain, abundant pain. it makes me double think about the future, do i want to put my heart out there again? if it only brings pain then why should i...ive been asking myself this so much lately and i blame myself for getting into complicated situations i cant handle afterwards;
i hate how it is so easy to fall in love but so hard to fall out of love. He means so much to me. I just wish he knew because when I’m around him nothing else matters and when he talks to me my knees shake. The last thing I want is another heartbreak. If he would love me like I love him I could tell him that I will always be there, but when I try to talk, I just don’t know what to say because I know he doesn’t feel what i feel. Its hard knowing im not the one making him smile....I don't know... for a while, I had this tiny smidge of hope. i hoped we'd be together again. But, last night, when we talked...I knew it. I just knew you were in love with her. The kind of love that stays forever...now all I'm left with is a broken heart and shattered hopes and it feels like it will never be the same again...its funny how stupid i was...and instead of making me cry it makes me laugh, maybe its because ive cried enough over you and ive realized it dosent help me one bit..it dosent bring you back and i understand that know..but he was my hope, my only love, and every moment we had together is all i have left, which i will keep locked up in a corner of my heart forever.

1 Corinthians 13 :;<3

Though I speak with the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I have become sounding brass or a clanging cymbal. And though I have the gift of prophecy, and understand all mysteries and all knowledge, and though I have all faith, so that I could remove mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. And though I bestow all my goods to feed the poor, and though I give my body to be burned, but have not love, it profits me nothing. Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up; Does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil; Does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth; Bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails. But whether there are prophecies, they will fail; whether there are tongues, they will cease; whether there is knowledge, it will vanish away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part. But when that which is perfect has come, then that which is in part will be done away. When I was a child, I spoke as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child; but when I became a man, I put away childish things. For now we see in a mirror, dimly, but then face to face. Now I know in part, but then I shall know just as I also am known.
And now abide faith, hope, love, these three; but the greatest of these is love.

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

zzzzzzZZZZZZZZZZ

omgosh! such a stressful week! finally its wednesday and my school week is done, i get to go home, sleep FOREVER and relax the next morning!!! yes!
so on the first day of school we opened our kits! it felt like christmas all over again!!!! it was amazing we got everything and i mean everything!!
we already learned how to shampoo, scalp treatments and scalp massages! ahhhh *sigh* they are the best! but the downfall of it is that i get barely any sleep and im so tired everyday =( but i hope i get used to it as time goes by...cnt wait to finish this!
off to my home to sleep cause im soo tired
<3

Thursday, October 1, 2009

Blanche Macdonald

SOOOOOO tommorow is the big day!!!!! first day of class! and im sooo excited i dont think i'll be able to sleep tonight! i have to be there at 9am so that means i have to leave my house at 7 (or 6:30 just incase) and im gonna be there until 5:30! yay! =D hopefully i love it and that i make atleast one friend lol =p
after tommorow i'll keep you informed on how its goin!

*reminder to self : set alarm for 6*